this isnt real

more physical than one could possibly imagine

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 13:47:15 GMT

A bee looks for nectar,this is mid fall so this bee bounces back to the hive half full
A bee gets caught in a spiders web,if this had been earlier in the season the bee would not be entangled in this gossamer strand.
A spider feasts on a bee
without the bee a spider would not have the strength to sustain its egg pouch
A child trips on a rock
A easter dress is ruined
A thousand eyes peer out onto a childs dirty face before a reckless pudgy hand closes A thousand eyes forever
A filthy hand is run under a cascade of warm water
A scold is met with tears that gather at the edge of two eyes,flowing down A dirty face the streams get absorbed by A floral print
Fear is given to A child
A pine-green trash barrel is given A easter dress
A garbage truck makes its last stop before heading to a waste management facility to dump A floral print in a incinerator
A putrid odor permeates the air surrounding A incinerator
A twenty-four year old man inhales a toxin found in a dye that is favored by a popular childrens clothes designer
A rash is found on the body of A twenty-four year old man
A girlfriend full of accusations on infidelity is newly single
A fresh water aquarium cracks when A newly single girlfriend slams A apartment door
A trunk barb swallows a fragment of glass on its search for algae, the corpse of a aquatic animal crowns a ceramic castle
A thin film of grime shadows a sitting room green

the thoughts you have at 6:47 in the morning
unfinished

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 15:56:14 GMT

Born into this world drowning
I will leave it on fire

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Sat, 27 Jun 2009 06:15:18 GMT

I don't care what colour you are. I don't care where you're from. I don't care what you do for a living. I don't care what class you are, how you dress, what you smoke or drink or who you know or whom you've fucked.

I hate you all. I hate every last living, breathing, snot and feces producing, promiscuously copulating, celebrity obsessed, opinionated one of you. From right here in Toronto right around the planet and back, coast to coast, nationwide and internationally. Every. Single. Last. One. Of. You.

Fuck love. Fuck your insipid grasping at some abstract concept of chemical imbalances and reasonless actions, fumbling around in the crowd trying to find some cinematic supposition for real human interaction. Fuck lust, too. Fuck you all, to the sniveling of the desperate 'nice guys' who never get the girl due to a total lack of testosterone. Fuck you all, from the crazy, under dressed sluts that judge a persons character by the price of their shirt, right down to the fat, flabby chicks that think personality is enough.

Fuck you drivers, for thinking that a yellow light is a sign that says 'step on the gas'. Fuck you wheelmen and women that think it's okay to sit in a left hand turn in the middle of morning traffic, even though there is a protected left in the intersections before and after where you need to make your turn. Fuck you too cyclists - you're not exempt from the traffic laws just because your peddling, you miserable spandex covered neon reflective fucks. Fuck you too, pedestrians. Use the fucking crosswalk if you don't want to get hit, and use it before the little countdown clock says '3'. You don't have enough goddamn time to lope across four lanes of traffic.

Fuck you chick on your cellphone. Fuck you attitude packed minimum-wager that makes my coffee. Fuck you cops that spend all their time handing out speeding tickets. Fuck you douche bag doing ten over the limit in the passing lane on the highway. Fuck you lady using exact change at the counter at the grocery store. Fuck you kids having a conversation in the doorway.

Fuck taxes. Fuck welfare. Fuck the whole selfish, over politicized and party driven government system. I'm sick and fucking tired of policies and new laws with seven hundred bylaws that nobody but you and your cabinet reads. Fuck you councilors and your stupid 'district improvement' plans. Fuck you unions, for asking for so much and giving nothing more that what you already give. Fuck the whole process that allows people who are supposed to be working for us work for interests that only benefit the next campaign. Fuck your short-sightedness, your rush to the bandwagons, and your incessant arguing over fuck all. Fuck the parties, fuck the conventions, and fuck your campaigns. Do some real fucking work for a change.

Fuck you bottles of water. You're water. You're not worth two fucking dollars.
Fuck you trendsetters, fuck you fashionistas. Fuck your little dogs and and your idiotic outfits. Fuck your high heels in the snow. Fuck your five dollar coffees and your fifteen dollar veggie burgers. Fuck your health kick, your diet or your fucking new interest in kickboxing or sushi.

Fuck your culture. Fuck your race. Fuck your sense of entitlement. Fuck your sense of uniqueness. Fuck you all for the belief that you have something unique and interesting to contribute. Fuck you for filling the internet with your useless garbage. Fuck your blogs, your wikis, your forums. Fuck your name calling. And most of all, fuck whatever you believe. It's all wrong. Fuck it.

Fuck your complaints. Fuck your addictions. Fuck your dependencies. Fuck your pain. Fuck your tears. Fuck selling whatever it is you sell. Fuck your manipulation of others. Fuck movies. Fuck fucking. Fuck everything you own. Fuck your allergies. Fuck your stupid commons sense. Fuck your spelling and fuck your lack of education, or your ignorance, whatever is applicable.

I don't give a fuck. Shut the fuck up and just get on with it.

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 21:09:02 GMT

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 10:37:51 GMT

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 08:50:00 GMT

If god has a plan laid out for you,why pray?

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Thu, 14 May 2009 17:02:06 GMT

I had to give my cat pill away
could not stay in my apartment with my roommates other cat
i saw my cat last night
today it is dead

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 14:24:24 GMT

I have waited two years to see some actual footage of this
i was not disappointed

no one better than Spike Jonze

AND Karen O is doing the soundtrack

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Tue, 24 Feb 2009 23:22:17 GMT

Cursive is back.

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Tue, 24 Feb 2009 03:50:14 GMT

A little worried about shaving my head.

I need someone to sew
If you got the chops
contact me

206 618 0336.

i hope to hear from whoever you are soon.

Mine

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 10:10:38 GMT

So around this time next year I will be making my directorial debut
Cannes?
Sundance?
SIFF?
your basement?

I will be shooting on location(Detroit)in about three months time

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Wed, 27 Aug 2008 23:28:38 GMT

bumbershoot(all 3 days)
new apartment 9/28
monogamy
new tattoo(that brings me to 4 total)

Also im now constructing furniture out of legos
i have a end table
and a television stand already finished
soon i will have a myspace devoted to this and you can buy my products that are fully functionable as well as being the cutest fucking things you most likely will ever see.

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Tue, 29 Jul 2008 01:39:22 GMT

new order album
devotchka
the whore moans
flea market
tarot

my weekend

hold on also
R&R

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Sat, 12 Jul 2008 20:07:00 GMT

cough
cough
cough
cough
cough
coughjjl

gig harbor in about 5 hours

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Fri, 27 Jun 2008 19:51:11 GMT

PRIDE

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Fri, 30 May 2008 01:46:54 GMT

i have a date on friday
nervous

17 days until california
extremely nervous

just qualified for health insurance and benefits

moving day-2 months

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Wed, 23 Jan 2008 21:32:27 GMT

need job.

my dad my co-sign for a apartment i hope he does.

dash after dash dash after line.

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Fri, 28 Dec 2007 21:07:25 GMT

i got a new ds today(this is the fourth)
zelda
and some other crappy ones but i got it for free just cause im "cute"

I finally purchased a cell phone it was only five dollars with the rebate and it costs about 30 bones a month.

christmas=family circus+remembering horrible memories.

i miss old friends mostly one 3 lettered girl in particular.

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Sat, 24 Nov 2007 09:06:07 GMT

when the city sleeps softly i hed out my door
im a young street walker always begging for more
you can tell my age by the way i act
slow to think way to quick to re-act.

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 01:35:35 GMT

I hate this i hate this so much this is the shit that makes it impossible for me to believe in god.

Im so sorry sean and haley.

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 01:59:23 GMT

ugg saw my rectum today on a really wide monitor i would have liked seeing my insides usually but its really uncomfortable when there are 6 people behind me (just to watch).

This scum is done crying.

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 22:37:15 GMT

Fat people arent handicapped dont use my stall.

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Sat, 20 Oct 2007 22:51:00 GMT

The best night iv had in weeks/years/lifetime was last night.

New relationship brewing???

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Wed, 03 Oct 2007 04:28:02 GMT

you dont write
you have nothing to say
you watch MTV and are on myspace more than you converse with real people.

vampking2003@yahoo.com — Mon, 01 Oct 2007 02:25:40 GMT

there is nothing healthy in my life.